can i have a girlfriend who’ll never leave me out even if she have her boyfriend?
it hurts so much tonight i wonder why.
Where have all the kind-hearted ones go to?
I have always told myself, it’s bullshit that “all guys are just the same”.
But why must you prove it to me that i’m wrong. So wrong.
You just prove it to me that they are true.
You were never different.
You are the same. The same like whom i have met before all these years.
Why must you chose to crush me down so badly.
Why did i chose to open up to you?
Why did i chose to feel for you?
Where did all the promises go to?
Why do you make me think now that your feelings for me was never true.
You chose to leave, and make yourself feel better.
But you didn’t realised that you have just killed a soul.
I tried. I hoped. I put on effort.
But no, it’s not working.
I tried to forgt. i tried to replace hatred. I tried to replace sadness, but i failed.
I need strength. I’m falling apart.
(Source: lilylavidaloca, via whenthepartyfades)
(Source: dark-side-of-themoon, via biteherlips)
(Source: youjustinspiredme, via 2million-miles)
You’ve spent far too much time holding things together that don’t belong together. Today they come undone and you let them.
This jetty seems like no ending.
Sometimes i wish the same too for our friendship. For i know, i miss ranting to you everyday. But things are not the same now. We both agreed to this way. Having a gap between each other. You decided to leave everything behind including. How much it hurts at first. Now i came to realise i can’t be selfish, i have to let you go and be free. I am slowly accepting the reality that you’re gonna be far away from me now. Be safe wherever you are =’)
Oh, I will stay you, through the ups and the downs
Yes, I will stay with you, when no one else is around
And when the dark clouds arise, I will stay by your side
And I know we’ll be alright, I will stay with you
And there’ll be heartaches and pain, yes it will
But through it all we will remain, hey
In this life, we all know friends may come and they may go
But through the years I know, I will stay
very very nice song indeed :)
